Infinite Spaces

Infinite spaces I see I feel 
I got a lot to travel now 
I feel so sad and sick 
I don't know why am I so worried... 
Every one is so happy and joyful 
my eyes are red hot and burning 
those with stares ark for me 
and I overact, I ignore them... 
The one around me cheerful 
they are true friends of act 
yet me so left behind thought 
and I find no joy in any... 
Now there is a silence they all wonder in 
I feel smile but not truly me 
so much to understand here again 
I know the song I hear here... 
Now I know i am again ordinary 
I need to be and live simple like them 
all I wonder on dreams and imaginations 
no possibilities to fill my infinite space.