Never Been Defeated

There is the chill again
the feel of pain again
I have no clue how to
why, so because it hurts.

Never have I felt this one
it was my choice to be
I lied the words were mine thought
a thought feels so empty.

Needless do they talk
needless to me was it either
have never been so defeated
I have not at all strength.

It was unnecessary but it was the best
in not all my fault
know I would end up torn
I hope my so lucky charm can shine.