My Journey

Trying to find my own soul I traveled the whole seven seas 

all over the vast huge glance of seven lands here I am finally but I see no glory I am all gone empty 

truth that I do no fancy, I live it I dare not cry for being a man is hard 

getting a drain of myself my own blood I feed and drink i am getting thirsty this is making me crazy 

I doubt sometimes I can even hold it back the sounds in my head I cannot down suppress 

it's too easy to be funny but to cry is hard my life a boulevard and my feet are all naked am all hurt 

now it's getting dark & cold the wind so evil I dare not put myself back on bed I do not fall 

not much rest I even follow it's not what I imagined but none have fair match its always not a glory 

there seems to be no triumph but that is not my satisfaction also may I need a heart also may I need my life back 

there I know I lost my I might never come back so I sigh with a deep breath I jump into the deep trench 

I need to be on the top hills but why do I need a wing I wish I could fly now but why would I drown 

I am no victim nor do I need any pity I shout I hurt myself I hurt my soul now its personal 

things might never be easy knowledge of my own secure I do not feel a fright a dread of vision 

no sound no feeling no sense I think it's getting numb I am no hero I am no animal or a beast 

a man of my own will wish I could even control my efforts shall not blow in vain , for shall " The Guardian Devil, Arwoy Digna Reign !!! "

Hence my journey begins as The Guardian Devil but long will last for me a live dream 

I dare not do it awake shall I ever be now I am all red I know I feel it 

when shall I get this chance to be free I need to get out of cover my skin my hides 

there exists no boundary I know that so but I heard every one else not as better either 

what is this cover of hand of two huge manor also an eagle on the chest of that person 

a snake of green & unity on white shirt and the charm on the face of bitter sweet 

ah! the teacher has few values shall I adore dare not disrespect 

the more I think feel this burn inside of me the disturbance well yet does not bother me 

but I still care why I do not know we all have our eyes on those up front 

but I ought a think & be here doing this, this is the path I shall follow 

but mere dreams could they be & when I shall wake up I shall break free 

change is what that is going to come, no more shall I but run I know I can face my fear 

like I dreamt the ghosts shall be my side, by my darkness shall be my strength 

my bright light shall be my wisdom the evil is just an expression that I shout 

look out oh! its just the desperate me oh! baby where are you I lost you 

I do not cry people hold me now, I shall come out I shall master my own will !!!