I Saw It All

No poet can ever write my poem
or a song any writer could ever
today I saw death, felt it
no one can bring them back, never.

God I am not angry with you
your are my friend my true guide
my words have a past on which they live
my fear doesn't want to hide.

It's me the same old me
I still miss the one, never do I think
it's my wish, it's not a desire
in my path there it goes, with every blink.

I guess I shall never change, no
death, tears, blood, not even god
the change is from within
so is the voice, my voice crying from the hood.

The reason I just let out
now know what it is, but just me
is not the truth that I believe
than nothing is here, even the words,
let me be, just let me be.