I Don't Know

It seemed a while but didn't last long
about come did it, I couldn't see
I could feel its presence the breath
I let go of it but its still inside me.

I close my eyes but I can't rest
I wish I could touch my dreams
I don't know why it seems so vain
I keep on losing myself in this scene.

I cannot think of anything, a mere excuse
& I refuse to give up I so want you
tell this to me, why play hard so
you're so hard to understand, go no clue.

Though I still don't know, I'm feeling it
my heart stops & pounds like it never did
even a thought of you is so amazing
I am an honest man & you are my only need.

I used my heart to fall in love with you
for the firs time, I want to be selfish
I don't know how you feel about me, let's talk
I am weak & confused so my heart trust was my crease.

There should have been so limits between us
I trusted you, you hid things from me
a talk is no explanations, it's the answer
live with me or leave me, just set me free.

I don't know why I feel so much for you
it's bogging me a lot, I can't think anymore
I want to live for myself now, NOW
I don't know anything about you, so I love you even more ...
(if anyone thinks it's about a girl then let me explain ... i used small childish words, because i am talking about how bad i have become when it comes to playing video games, or rather everyone else has leveled up ... i was a little upset on loosing for straight matches-on-matches, so ... this was my frustration)