Disguise

Got my part time knowledge of life time overdue 
drove myself home in those warm arms 
with an ambition to climb heavenly mountains on this earth 
i set forth up where icy cold world awaits. 
Into the rural world i set myself 
a single breath for them all took lots of mine 
did hear the warm wishes and blessings 
yet i walked up, mountains calling me, yet not as a Nemesis. 
Met my challenge, broke my consciousness 
awaken i was yet surrounded by dark and chill 
got lost and found myself a hope of light 
a guest is an honor, he called me a Lord, i smiled in honor. 
Met a second dialect, the first who was welcomed 
words broke out, too did the wind since the time of his fathers 
i got warmth of the gift of Shangrila 
words spread out from the initial, i smiled in fear. 
Sleep came to all of us, our alarm was a hell blast of light 
my lord smiled and passed away, initial gone too 
a second gift of Giya i took upon yet i cried 
more hell broke loose but i camouflaged within this hell. 
I was there yet not present, my evidence like death 
gone were the death agents, gone were my trustees 
my last breath, the first strike from heavens, a light 
my blood the factor of awakening a new body. 
Time ran without me, i woke up in uncertainty 
found my way home, my way here my and all after 
now i am here back from death, awakened by the lights of heaven and hell 
all is clear to me, hence my DISGUISE, the Guardian Devil, CYCONOX ... 
I am my own alter ego ...